THIS IS MY NEW HEADER. HOORAY.
------------------------------------------
IF I HAD PREVIOUSLY AGREED TO DO AN ART TRADE WITH YOU, PLEASE SEND ME A NOTE OR SOMETHING. I can't remember all the people I'm trading with!

List of names I have is at the bottom. In my FOOTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
-------------------------------





I am sad.
I am a sad widow.
Why god, why.
Boo.. Hoo-hoo.


....
I'm in a bad mood today.
My sister is a jerk.

I thought my mom was being mean, too, because it seemed like she was taking my sister's side- Even though my sister was lying about me to get herself out of trouble. But I just talked to mom and she said she wasn't on her side or anything.

Our house is usually so cheerful. I can't handle stress, I can't handle drama and conflict. It makes me break down- Especially when my hormones are out of whack like they are ATM.
Plus I keep thinking about sad things. D: Like things that've happened in the past, etc.. For some reason I keep thinking about how I almost had a big brother and it keeps making me tear up.. Heh.

I'M SO WEIRD.
But, enough of that.


At least yesterday was fun. We spent $106 on fireworks and we spent all night shooting them off. My parents+sisters were all there, as well as my dad's friends and their 3 kids.
During the course of the night, all of us almost got killed at least once, and I think 3 of us (myself included) suffered some kind of minor injury.
But it was so much fun that we didn't care that much.

Oh, and I tried to take some photos of some of our fireworks. Some of them actually looked like fireworks, but the cool ones were the ones that got blurred or had some other weird effect. I might upload them on my ~Lemurness account or something, just because a few of them looked so incredibly cool. xD I haven't gone through all of them yet, so there might be more awesome ones I didn't know about. o:



Urrr.. I haven't been drawing a whole lot. For a while there I was in one of those 'My-art-sucks-why-do-I-even-bother-trying' moods. I didn't even find drawing fun for a few days, it just felt like work. But I got out of it, for the most part. It's still feeling a bit too much like work, though.. :/
Maybe I should go a few days without drawing? Break my sketch-a-day tradition for a while, perhaps that'll cure me? IDK.

I'll try to upload the sketches I HAVE done (and that look halfway decent) and then I'll finish some of the digital art I've done.
Namely a really crappily-drawn ref sheet for Zahzu. But it wasn't meant to have fabulous arts or anything- I just wanted to define all her features in detail for people to draw them. It's also a great reference for Lemurs, as it has large views of their weird features (Close-up of their dental formula, INCLUDING a detailed view of the toothcomb; their really weird hind feet; etc. I was going to add a detailed view of their ears but I fail at drawing even semi-realistic ears..)



THIS JOURNAL WASN'T MEANT TO BE SO LONG. ]:




THIS IS A FOOTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
-------------------------------
OWED TRADES: [ CLOSED! ]
- Her half completed
- Neither half completed
POSSIBLE?




IF I'M FORGETTING YOU. TELL ME. OR YOU JUST MISS OUT I GUESS. AND THEN WE'LL BOTH BE SAD.

Other owed art: 5k Kiribans, 10k? kiriban, Commission of Fossa/Cheeta character, Furcadia portrait commission of Panda/human character. + Lots of gift art I want to make. And I think.. That's all.